I have something for you to show
but my bleeding heart, doesn't want you to know.
A contract of loneliness, signed in my name,
can't even hold my head up anymore, 'cause of shame.
Eternal screaming in my messed up head, 
Being alone with myself, is what I dread.


Along this road, there's no light ahead.
Can't handle this, the pain about to spread.
Alone with my own devouring mind, 
Searching for a happiness i'll never find.