I have something for you to show
but my bleeding heart, doesn't want you to know.
A contract of loneliness, signed in my name,
can't even hold my head up anymore, 'cause of shame.
Eternal screaming in my messed up head, 
Being alone with myself, is what I dread.


Along this road, there's no light ahead.
Can't handle this, the pain about to spread.
Alone with my own devouring mind, 
Searching for a happiness i'll never find.

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.

Misty eyes, staring into the deep darkness of lost hope.
A silent sigh disappears into the lonely night,
wishing with all of my heart, that I could elope,
to a place where hope will show me the light.


Why am I doing this, what do I wanna prove?
Maybe it's because I have a broken heart to soothe.
A mistake with no solution,
this is the time for a revolution.


It pains me to be quiet when my heart wants to speak.
I'll be fine one day, but now i'm just too weak.
I only want the best for you, you are my friend,
knowing that, is gonna help my heart mend.


Whatever you might think, I want you to know,
I dont hate you for not loving me anymore, I hate myself 'cause I haven't let you go.
And loving someone is an invitation for them to break your heart,
but I don't wanna see this as an end, but rather as a brand new start.


My broken heart will heal after a while, my goal is to see you and not cry, but smile.

I'm a creep.

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control,
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.

Even my own life comes after you.

When i lie in your arms, nothing else in the world matters
As we lie here, skin to skin, all of my bad memories shatters.
A single touch, a warm embrace
A feeling nothing could replace.
Your soft breathing on my neck, your hand in mine.
Happiness floating through my veins, a feeling I cant define.


Watching you sleep, watching you breathe,
It's times like these where I truely believe,
That our love will shine through any darkness,
That our love will brighten, even the heartless.
Cause I'm saying this, and it's true.
That even my own life, comes after you.
I love you.