It's all gonna be okay

Mistake after mistake, I realise now..

I want to fix it, but I dont know how.

I understand why you think i'm lying,

I really do, but inside i'm dying,

I can't even ask you to forgive me, I can only beg and hope, one day you'll understand.

Summer night.

Alone outside, just walking in the night,
thinking about all the things I never managed to do right,
and the cold summer night, is killing me inside
hopeless in my mind, I let out a sigh.


'Cause I don't know where I'm from and I don't know where I'm going, 
I wish someday I can be free, creator of my own sorrow, waiting for a brighter day tomorrow.
It's all my own fault, can't blame anyone but myself.
I dont know how I'm going to get it, but I know I need help.

Heavy breathing, blood pumping furiously.

Heart racing, eyes searching curiously.

My body is shaking, words can't escape.

Just wanna scream, this physological rape.