To be loved and accepted?

What makes a human feel accepted and loved? Is it the way their parents raised them, or the way people around them behave? I personally believe that a human can't go through an entire life without feeling accepted and loved,  by atleast someone. You would go mental and desperate for some to like you that it's gonna ruin your entire life. Thats why I can never emphasise how important it is to tell people you love that you do love them, and if its hard for you to say, atleast show them in some other way, it will change their life.

I dont know if you know

But I really hope you do

Time moves on slow

I could spend a life time with you.

Your laughter makes me smile

Your tears makes me cry

I no longer feel so futile

I no longer have to lie.

With you, everything is fine

Yes with you, all the pain is lost in time.

I can look at you and be proud

Im saying this and I vow..

I love you.

I hope that you know this

You're the one that keeps me going

You're the greatest person that exist

Without you even knowing.

Im telling you this to make u realize

That even though everyone criticize

I will always be there to make you understand

That i will always be here, to hold your hand.

With you, everything is fine

Yes with you, all the pain is lost in time.

I can look at you and be proud

Im saying this and I vow..

Ill always be your bestfriend, I love you.

Friendship.

I feel kind of sentimental today, I have no idea why. I'm sitting here thinking how important it is for me to have someone I can always trust, someone who is there as soon as I need them, I can't imagine a world without those people I call my friends. I realise i've never really had many friends, but the few friends I have, I really love and care about. I had a dream last night, that everyone had turned their back on me, I was all alone and I was in great misery, the feeling was horrible and it just made me realise even more that you should not take your friends for granted, you should always make sure they know how you feel, it can make a persons whole day if you just tell them that you care, because what you see on the outside isnt always whats on the inside. I know that if someone came up to be and said to me " I really care about you" I would feel really appreciated, and that's one of the greatest feelings in the world, it really is. Friendship is the most important thing in this world, take good care of it, and everything will be just fine.

Don't point at others.

Today someone I know said this one sentence that really fascinated me. I thought it was such a beautiful sentence so I had to share. "Don't point at others, because when you point at others, three fingers will point on yourself" This really made me think about how important it is to treat other people with respect. When you are good to someone, they will be good to you, as the sentence says think of what you do, because it will come back to you and hit you even harder. I was so fascinated by this sentence, it really made me think about my life and if i treat people the way I wanna be treated?

Misty eyes and shady

Misty eyed and shady,
a mysterious and beautiful lady.
Moving like the wind,
her empty heart filled with sin.


A cold and dark soul,
it is empty, dark as coal.


She's just a slave for her own mind,
she's searching for a rescue, she will never find.
She wants to be okay,
so many world she'll never say.


Alone in her misery,
maybe one day, you will see.

Another school day

Hey, today while i was in school I got a lot of inspiration so i'll be posting some different poems i wrote today, I hope u enjoy.

Love.

We all know the word love. But what does it mean? Is it the butterflies in your stomach when you think about you special someone? Or is it the fact you would die for the person without a thought. How many people even knows what love is? I don't know if im one of the few people in this world who has actually experienced real love. Love to me is much more than just feeling happy when you are with your hearts desire. To me love is something a bit from the edge. A little more extreme than the usual stuff, when we have a teenage crush. The fact that the person means more to you, than your own life. You would do anything for them, without an exception, you would always put them higher than yourself. It's hard to explain with words, if I could lay my feelings out so you could fully understand me I would, but until now the word love can never really be explained, does anyone even know what it is?

I didn't mean to hurt you, I swear.

I'm innocent, I almost whispered.

I knew I couldn't hide what I did.

I didnt know what I was doing, I was just a kid.

I feel the pain, I feel so guilty.

My soul is dark, my soul is filthy.

Please forgive me

There is so many things i'm not proud of

But i'd do everything for love.

I know that for the things i've done, they will never be forgiving.

I have to keep fighting, I have to keep living.

Please dont hate me

The words cut straight through my heart

One more dirty look and it'll be ripped apart.

I didn't mean to do these things, I need you to see me.

I was just a desperate girl, crying for help, i beg tearfully.

Friendship.

 A great friendship always starts with a smile. 
A smile can turn your world up side down, save your day.
And from that moment on you don't have to frown, the pain goes away.

The meaning of life?

What's the meaning of life? A question that people ask themselves everyday.
It can be hard to see what your purpose in life is, and sometimes you give up while trying to figure it out. There is no right or wrong answer to this question, everyone has a diffrent purpose, some bigger than others, but we all have one. There is always a reason for anything, even if you feel worthless. I don't know what my purpose in life is, as I said, it's hard to figure out, but I know that if I can just make one person happy, I can be please with myself..  This may sound cliché and you know what? Maybe it is. I truely believe we all have a purpose in life, we just need to find it, and untill we do.. We should do our best to live our life as we want to and do our best to be the best person we can.. maybe that's the meaning of life?

This is the deepest love that i've ever known.

A pain in my heart, caused by you.
All of your actions, all you do.
They hurt me more than you could ever imagine.
A love like mine, a love with passion.
So tired of being taken for granted, feeling sick and alone.
This is the deepest love that i've ever known.

Goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend.

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.