Relieve me from my burden.

How can I miss someone I dont even know?
My heart is aching and so is my soul.


I used to know you
when we talked you used to be glad.
But all I ever do now, is drive you mad.
You never talk to me the way you used to do,
I still believe it someday could be us two.


I feel like I lost a friend
you're just an empty shell.
I'm dying inside, please send me to hell.


I beg God to relieve me from my burden
and all of my darkest sorrow,
but after all... I know..
I'll still live tomorrow.

She's gone.

Looking into the sky hoping to see her face
feels like yesterday she passed away
Im still crying two years later
cant stop blaming myself, i could've saved her.

I remember the fear in her eyes
i remember those lonely and desperate cries
my heart was aching
her voice was shaking

She said the words that resound in my head
she was lying all helpless in her hospital bed
"Please don't let me die" she begged me to.
But i knew, there was nothing I could do.

A tear came from her eye
I'd never seen her cry.
She couldnt regonize herself anymore
It didn't matter, heaven she wanted to explore.

It was a sunny day, at her funeral
Even in her coffin, she was still beautiful.
I knew that everyone has too die
But why her, not me? I still cry.

I lied

I lied.

You cried.

I prayed.

You paid.

Im sorry i lied, i'm sorry i ruined your life.

How can we be lovers?

How can we be lovers, if we can't be friends?

How can we start over, when the fighting never ends?

How can we make love, if we can't make amends? 

How can we be lovers, if we can't be, can't be friends?

Send me away, with the words of a love song.

Look into my nonexistent soul.
Look into my vengeful eyes,
Tell me im good enough,
and please dont lie.

With your hand in mine im invincible,
I smile when i look at you, cuz i think your adorable.
You see straight through me, see the bad side the good side,
You see all the pain and love i have inside.

So be here forever, promise.
If i had to leave,
You'd be the only one i'd miss.

If i could love you, i would.

A penny for my thoughts- oh no, ill sell 'em for a dollar.

If i die young.

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh oh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

And I’ll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I’ve never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There’s a boy here in town says he’ll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I’m a gonner
And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin’

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh


The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need 'em oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls